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| Sunday, January 1st, 2006 at 4:43pm |
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1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before? went to college, left the country on 3 separate occasions, lived without my parents
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? i don't remember what my resolutions were
3. Did anyone close to you give birth? ehhh some like second cousins
4. Did anyone close to you die? not really, no
5. What countries did you visit? france, spain, GERMANY matt smith, canada, puerto rico.. ok i know its part of the US but whatevs
6. What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005? motivation
7. What date from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
June 2nd- graduation
June 3rd- senior prank
August 31- moving into worcester
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? graduating highschool and doing well first semester in college
9. What was your biggest failure? being terrible with relationships and getting overly upset about things i shouldn't have
10. Did you suffer illness or injury? nah i dont htink so
11. What was the best thing you bought? i really really like my new coat
12. Whose behavior merited celebration? well dohts was woman of the year
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? mine at times... and my anatomy professor he is such a dickhead... and someone who was a friend for a while.. and then wasnt anymoree haha..
14. Where did most of your money go? europe, clothes, car stuff, alochol haha
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? summer... thanksgiving... xmas break
16. What song will always remind you of 2005? basically the entire zox the wait cd... esp cant look down
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? sadder
ii. richer or poorer? about the same
iii. fatter or skinnier? skinnier
18. What do you wish you'd done more of? enjoyed
19. What do you wish you'd done less of? dwell
20. How did you spend Christmas? with the fam at the cape then at stine's at night
22. Did you fall in love in 2005? egh
23. How many one-night stands? noooooone
24. What was your favorite TV program? rescue me
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? neg
26. What was the best book you read? perks of being a wallflower
27. What was your greatest musical discovery? dammit i like country
28. What did you want and get? to get into college... and an ipod
29. What did you want and not get? an endless summer
30. What was your favorite film of this year? i relaly dunno
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? i turned 19 and i got very drunk at school
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? not so much leaving
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005? i got lazy
34. What kept you sane? dan brown
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? im not a celeb person
36. What political issue stirred you the most? im not a politics person either
37. Who did you miss? my friends and family when at school and my friends from school when at home
38. Who was the best new person you met? schwartz
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005: nothing lasts forever. when something's good it's probably not always going to be that way but at the same time when things are bad they have to get better eventually... life goes on.
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year: i kissed a drunk girl |
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| mmmmmmm happy year... |
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| Wednesday, December 28th, 2005 at 11:14am |
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Ultimate survey of 2005. past, present, future, and everything random!
Basics
Time:: 11:15 AM
Name:: Jenna Cate McNulty
Nickname(s):: JMC
Favorite nickname::
Age:: 19
Age you act:: I think about 19
Age you wish you could be:: 17
Height:: 5'5
Weight:: i love college and the fact that it made me skinny again... 115
Shoe size:: 7
Siblings:: Julie and Laura
Pets:: none thank god
Living situation:: currently at home for xmas break with the parentals and sisters... back to good ole WSC the 16th
Location:: Attleboro/Worcester
Generally, in the past year, have you ever:
Ran away from home?: no but i moved away?
Snuck out?: yup
Wished on a star?: yup
Danced in the rain?: i hate rain
Been to an unsupervised party?: many
Been drunk?: often
Smoked?: yepppp
Been beaten up?: no
Been depressed?: yup
Been lonely?: yah
Been afraid of the dark?: no
Cut your own hair?: no
Stayed up all night?: yes
Gone streaking?: nope
Gone skinny dipping?: nope
Played strip poker?: nope i dont do naked havnt we realized that yet
Been on a roof?: yes
Been in a trash can?: no..
Egged somebodies house?: nope
Teepeed someones house?: nope, chris' car though :)
Cheated on a test?: probably
Set something on fire on purpose?: nah
Set something on fire accidentally?: nope
Eaten squid?: yep
Eaten sushi?: yep
Had a cell phone?: yes
Had a computer?: yep
Had an ipod / mp3 player?: yup
Broken a light bulb?: idk?
Cruised the streets past 3 AM?: yep
Did a prank call?: yup
Gone to school with a hangover?: every friday
Been in love?: hmmm
Sworn at your parents?: yah we are like buds now haha its fab
Regretted something you did?: yes
Regretted something you should have done but never did?: no
Lied to your parents?: yah
Lied to your friends?: maybe
Past of 2005:
Did 2005 treat you well?: pretty much
Did it go by fast, slow, or at just the right pace?: sooo fast
Approximately how many parties did you go to?: tons
What was your biggest acheivement this year?: doing well first semester of college
Did you change over 2005?: i grew up i think
Did your hairstyle change?: not much
How much taller did you get from last year?: none i dont think
Did you make new friends?: lots
Did you lose any old friends?: unfortunately
Did you try new things?: yah
Go places you've never been?: puerto rico, spain, france, canada
Do things you've never done?: lots
Things you never thought you would do?: oh yah
Have fun?: ohhhh yah
What do you miss most about 2005?: basically all of senior year and summerrrrr
If you could choose one thing to completely undo, what would it be?: i dont even want to talk about it
If you could choose one thing to redo (fix) what would it be?: idk...
If you could choose one thing to relive, what would it be?: probably puerto rico or europe
Did 2005 have a big impact on your life?: definitely i learned a lot about myself
Do you think 2006 will be better?: idk this was a pretty sick year but i hope so
Was 2005 special?: yah definitely
Was it the best year for you?: maybe
Future, mainly 2006
Have you made a resolution?: stop getting attached so easilly so i don't get hurt, basically stay away from relationships, hang out with seth haggerty way more, go to more shows, party more, but get better grades haha
What's one thing you will do differently in 2006?: be less boy crazy and try to study more
What are your goals?: enjoy everything and everyone
Do you feel fullfilled?: not at the moment but its just beeen an icky week, ask me again later
Are you going to learn something new from 2006?: we shall see
What's one place you want to go?: california
What's the main thing you want out of 2006?: to be happy with myself, and not need others to make me happy
Back to this past year, have you been..
Naughty or Nice?: little bit of both
Happy or Sad?: little bit of both... mostly happy though
Dull or Interesting?: interesting i hope
Boring or Fun?: fun
Cray or Normal?: am i ever normal?
Wild or Calm?: both
Mean or Kind?: kind for the most part
Caring?: of course
Carefree?: to an extent
Careless?: usually
Careful?: nopee
Loud or Silent?: louddd
Smart or Stupid?: smart but made some stupid decisions
Last but not least..
Nine things you won't be able to live without. Go.
1.: friends
2.: fam
3.: music
4.: money
5.: boooooooooze
6.: my ipod
7.: cell
8.: ramen
In 2005 I...
{X} broke a promise
{X} made a new best friend
{X} fell in love.
{X} fell out of love.
{X} did something I swore never to do
{X} lied
{} stole
{X} went behind my parents back
{X} cried over a broken heart
{X} dissapointed someone close
{X} hid a secret
{x} pretended to be happy
{} got arrested
{} kissed in the rain
{ X} slept under the stars
{ } kept my new years resolution
{X} forgot my new years resolution
{} met someone who changed my life
{ } met one of my idols
{X} changed my outlook on life
{X} sat home all day doing nothing
{X} pretended to be sick
{X} left the country
{} almost died
{X} gave up something important to me
{X} lost something expensive
{X} learned something new about myself
{X} tried something I normally wouldn't try and liked it
{X} made a change in my life
{X} found out who my true friends were
{X} made a total fool of myself
{X} met great people
quickest recovery everrrrr from getting my wisdom teeth out but i am bored as hellllllll...
this xmas vaca is not what i was hoping it would be... |
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| Tuesday, October 18th, 2005 at 9:23am |
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mood: there's no homesick? music: i have only been listening to aston and riverside
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I was really in the mood to update. But I have nothing to say.
Maybe later. |
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| Wednesday, August 31st, 2005 at 1:22am |
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mood:  scared music: catching my breath- this providence
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I can't even begin to describe how amazing the last few days of summer were. I'll try later.
As for now, I just finished saying goodbye to some of the most important people in my life.
And it's off to college in... a few hours.
I cannot stop crying. I don't feel ready. I know it will be fun, but right now it just seems so hard.
Thank you guys for continuously amazing me.
And thank YOU for becoming a part of my life like this when you did.
See you soon. |
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| life is short but sweet for certain |
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| Wednesday, May 11th, 2005 at 10:19pm |
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mood:  excited music: tripping billies- dmb
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Things I am looking forward to:
1. Senior Skip Day
2. Anne Marie Dagesse concert
3. Battle of the Bands at the Palladium
4. last day of classes
5. Senior Cruise
6. ZOX at Emily's
7. Graduation
8. Grad party (June 4!)
9. Furstock '05
10. France and Spain with Britt, Kase, Dohts, and Kat! :)
11. beach EVERY DAY
12. SUMMERRRRRRRRRR |
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| friends onlyyyyy |
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| Friday, May 6th, 2005 at 12:40am |
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mood:  thoughtful music: paradise city- guns n roses
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After reading Missy's last entry, I think I'm going to make this baby friends only. If you're not a friend yet, comment and I'll add ya ;-) |
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| Tuesday, May 3rd, 2005 at 2:46pm |
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mood:  crappy music: weezer
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I guess I just feel weird. Everything is fine, everything is good even, I guess. And as Kristin and I talked about over dinner last night, there is just so much going on in everyone's lives. And given certain situations that some of my friends have been thrown into lately... I'm lucky, I really am. I just want to enjoy the last 13 days of school. Yah that's right. 13. But it's like... kind of an empty feeling? I'm thankful for my family and soooo thankful for my friends even if things have been rocky lately, but I want something more. I don't know what though. It's kinda like... you believe in something for so long... and it consumes your thoughts and just because there's that hope... everything is ok. It doesn't even have to happen as long as that faith is there. I never believed in anything so strongly. And then it's gone and you go through the stages- denial that it's real, being angry, being hurt, and then you're left with the worst feeling ever: nothing. You invest so much and it's gone, that dream is crushed. Yeah, nothing sucks. |
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| Sunday, May 1st, 2005 at 12:14am |
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mood: contemplative music: losing a whole year- 3eb
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Wednesday I hung out with John, Kev, and Mike after school at Jaecs and played Scrabble. Then John and I hung out which was much needed. I went over Mark's later and hung out with him and eventually Meeza. That night left me feeling very much relieved. I think that was the first night in weeks I went to bed not feeling anxious or sick. Awesome.
Thursday was great. I left school early because honestly, who goes to school anymore? The fab 5 took a grand little roadtrip to Newport for Kristin's birthday. We shopped, went out to dinner, went to the beach, drove by the mansions... all in all it was just such quality time with my favorites. It is so nice to have a group of girls to do those kind of things with and I'm glad we will be making it a ritual.
Friday after school I hung out with John once again. We took a nice walk which is always fun then went to the baseball game and met up with Mike, Leah, Kat, Stine, Libs, M.Casey, and some others... uhhh I went out to dinner with my parents and stalked some boy... not because he was attractive, just because he was fascinating. Went to the Aston show at Stonehill with some cool kids. Uh that was weird but very fun. Starbucks after then to the JT School in Nortonia where 1/4 of the grade was located to play some basketball. I hung out for a while but left with Rach to bring Dohts to get her car. A much needed very good talk was had with Rach. I love hanging out with eveyrone but sometimes I like just driving around and talking with one person so much better. Ended up sleeping at Kat's and attempted to watch Sweet Home Alabama AGAIN and as usual fell asleep.
I awoke to my lovelies scampering around this morning and Kat's mom and grandma made us chocolate chip pancakes :) I drove Leah to work and Amanda home then hung out for awhile with my mom. I went to Stine's for a bit and helped get her beautiful for Norton Prom.... she looked absolutely stunning and I hope she had a wonderful time. Then I went to work. That was gay. I need money so bad and it was slow until the very end. Yuck.
So... I guess everything is good. I did what I wanted to do and I guess it made me feel better. So I shouldn't complain... So why am I still not happy? |
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| goodbye, because i love you |
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| Monday, April 25th, 2005 at 7:53pm |
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mood: tired music: one truth said- hey mike
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Yesterday was the last day of vacation. It was well spent, I'd say. The morning started out with JT making us a lovely breakfast at Christine's house, then I went home for a bit and hung out with the fam and my nana and grampy. We had turkey which was very cool then Stine came and picked me up and we got John, grabbed some coffee and fries, and cruised. Ended up visiting Kat for quite a while (I love her) then went back to Christine's. Chris came home, I missed him! Then I went home. I didn't open a book all vacation so I decided it would be stupid to start.
Today suckedddddd. School really seems so pointless now. I don't do anything, and my grades are beginning to show it. I just don't care AT ALL. All day I was so nervous that I was making myself sick, and what I was nervous about didn't even end up happening. I just want to get this out and get this done with. However hard it is going to be, it needs to be done. But the ball is no longer in my court... So anyways I went to Friendlys at 3 for some gay training thing. While I was there I fainted, for the first time ever. That was kinda scary. One minute I'm telling Leah I feel dizzy then the next I was on the floor. As retarded as this sounds, I really think it was nerves. I'm making myself sick. After sitting down and having some OJ, I felt better. I went to the Feehan baseball game with Leah after and met up with Mike, Kat, and John. We got some papa ginos then I drove Mike and Leah home, and took an extremely scenic route home. I wore my gangsta shades and listened to Aerosmith and felt a little better.
When I came home I got the third degree from my mom who is nagging me because she thinks I am sickly. She thinks I don't eat which is the farthest thing from the truth, but she was bitching about how I've lost weight which hey considering I eat like a pig and never exercise, it makes no sense! Eh. So that was a bad time to bring up the fainting incident. But she told me to go to bed early and I told her I had too much homework (like I'd do it anyways) so she said I could skip the dinner at WSC tomorrow (yah tomorrow, my dad fucked up the date). So that's sweet.
So bye. |
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| Saturday, April 23rd, 2005 at 9:18pm |
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mood:  frustrated music: anything but fine- zox
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I had a feeling it was going to be like this.
First and foremost I would like to say that I think Leah's birthday party was a big success. She was very happy which in turn made me very happy and I think a good time was had by all.
This morning I went to Worcester State, the college I will be attending in the fall. Wow it's weird to say that. Today pretty much confirmed what I already knew deep down even if I didn't say it, that it's definitely the place for me. I feel very relieved now, like a gigantic weight has been lifted off my shoulders.
After I went home and took a nice hot shower (walking around in the cold rain is not fun), I went to Mike's and hung out there with him, Leah, John, Kirby, Dohts, and JT for a bit. It was so good to see Dohts. I missed her dearly. Uhhh something about Coney Island and Kirby getting pulled over for flipping off Dohts... fast forward to an hour and a half later and Kirby, John, JT, and I are STILL in the coney island parking lot. We pretty much were reduced to sitting in my car and taking the "How Sexy Do You Feel?" quiz in this month's Cosmo. I won't tell you what I did to Kirby. After some more parking lot hopping I got annoyed/stressed out/wicked wicked sad, and went home. I downloaded some new Zox and cleaned up my room. It was nice. I am however leaving in a few minutes to have a girls night with Stine, Leah, and Kat because they are all.. the man.
I want to live like I did before all this hit.
To sleep in your arms,
To think we'll never fall apart. |
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